棉花糖-再见王子
This song has been playing over n over again in 93.3 but i still love it! Pretty nice meaning...
棉花糖-再见王子
作词:庄鹃瑛
沈圣哲作曲:沈圣哲
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红糖豆浆
那个夏天灿烂耀眼
忽然之间下雨也没人撑伞
是我的初恋那次失恋
你的气味已经飘散
我还留恋心里面共同的声线
你微笑的脸好久不见
时间过了几年长大了一些
心中的那个王子要说
再见再见吧我的王子守护爱情的样子
让回忆纪念最初感动的真实
满口永远的孩子慢慢懂事
用眼泪灌溉会幸福的种子
再见吧我的王子梦想还没有消失
我会并著你的勇气一起坚持
晒著艳阳的奔驰勾勾手指
你住的城市会有我的思念因子
后来我们各自旅行
哪些风景最让人容易沉迷
最近常下雨但会天晴
时间过了几年长大了一些
心中的那个王子要说
再见再见吧我的王子守护爱情的样子
让回忆纪念最初感动的真实
满口永远的孩子慢慢懂事
用眼泪灌溉会幸福的种子
再见吧我的王子梦想还没有消失
我会并著你的勇气一起坚持
晒著艳阳的奔驰勾勾手指
你住的城市会有我的思念因子
围绕著你围绕著你
the weird affinity
Having an insomnia right now so lets do some blogging about today's filming.
wasn't feeling much about the fliming before today, perhaps was busy with projects and test revision. but during and after the shoot i'm having lots n lots of mixed feeling until this moment. i use to be the one behind the scenes but now i'm right in front.
imagine the feeling of being watched, filmed and random pple taking your pics without your permission. that kind of feeling over of why singaporeans are so curious over things. but today being in front of the camera is really a kind of feeling that's beyond words i can describe.
had a partner with me for the shoot. a guy 1.97m tall has a career as a freelance photographer. tot he would be very stylish but he's not. tot he isn't very atttractive but some how he gives me a sense of mystery that attracts my attention. tot he would be hard to even start a conversation with but in fact when he broke out a lil smile, the conversation just flow.
not sure what kind of feeling is that but nevertheless find this person very interesting n left a deep impression in me. until the fliming ends i didn get his name. haha.. wat a weird affinity to meet. hopefully the opener works out well...
每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友
每個女孩身邊都有一個不是男朋友的男朋友你們可能相愛過，你們也可能喜歡著彼此，但是，為了什麼原因你們沒能在一起？
也許他為了朋友之間的義氣，不能追你。
也許為了顧及家人的意見，你們沒有在一起。
也許為了出國深造，他沒有要你等他。
也許你們相遇太早，還不懂得珍惜對方。
也許你們相遇太晚，你們身邊已經有了另一個人。
也許你回頭太遲，對方已不再等待。
也許你們彼此在捉摸對方的心，而遲遲無法跨出界線。
不過即使你們沒在一起，你們還是保持了朋友的關係。 但是你們心底清楚，對這個人，你比朋友還多了一份關心。
即使不能跟他名正言順的牽著手逛街，你們還是可以做無所不談的朋友。 他有喜歡的人，你口頭上會幫他追，心裏卻不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到。
他遇到困難時，你會盡你所能的幫他，不會計較誰又欠了誰。 男女朋友吃醋了，你會安撫他們說你和他只是朋友，但你心中會有那麼一絲的不確定。
每個人這輩子，心中都有過這麼一個特別的朋友，很矛盾的行為。 一開始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久了，突然發現這樣最好。
你寧願這樣關心他，總好過你們在一起而有天會分手。
你寧願做他的朋友，彼此不會吃醋，才可以真的無所不談。
特別是這樣，你還是知道，他永遠會關心你的。 做不成男女朋友，當他那個特別的朋友，有什麼不好呢？你心中的這個特別的朋友...? 是誰呢？
很多的感情，都因為一廂情願，最後連朋友都當不成了。常常覺得惋惜，可惜一些本來很好的友情。
最後卻因為對方的一句喜歡你，如果你沒有反應，這一段友情似乎也難以維持下去，這也難怪有些人會因此不肯踏出這一步。
因為這就像是一場賭注，表白了之後不是成了男女朋友，要不就連朋友都當不成了。
有些事不是你能預料的，或許對方不在意，你們還可以是朋友，但卻已經不如從前的好.
copied from facebook.
Steamboat crave
today went out with my wpl mate to bugis for steamboat.. yes! Friday night so hard to get a proper place to eat. so we hump tump bola choose one coz our crave for steamboat was way before our exam, so muz statify the crave.
the place was not too bad althou the selection was not like very fantastic but the ultimate aim was to hang out.. Cassandra joined us after much of my sai-nei request.. She definitely is one woman tat makes fren with every one. Glad my mate liked her.. one good joker.
took quite some pics shall get zoe n crystal to upload asap.. damn they took a lot of unglam pics man... -.-
through out dinner kept chatting about him which i was caught by cassandra.. she's damn sharp la.. ok i admit, yes, i like him, but there's no chance inbetween anyway.. well so much about him n those interesting things he had told us... missed him alot.. thou will not text him again and hopefully i don't have to again.. coz ultimately i know that its totally impossible..
so told myself to move on and hope i can do it well.. dun like the feeling now.. so lonely and miserable.. let this be the last moment missing him.. :"(
missing you...
有心动的感觉
好久 好久 没有这种感觉了
慢慢的 渐渐的 也在寻找 在回味
成经年轻的心 常常渴望
随着年龄的增长 也渐渐的淡忘了
有时问了问自己的心 真的忘了吗？心如直水了吗？没有渴望了吗？
也就在这时候 短短的几个月 渴望却淡忘已久的感觉 为什么又会重新被燃起呢？
为何在离别时特别的悲伤 时时刻刻脑海里还想着你的执著与潇洒、勇气与义气、温柔与体贴？
这样的一个你 会没有人为你着迷吗？你又重来没动心过吗？
金钱 地位 事业 你都拥有了？ 难道你就没有渴望能拥有爱情与一个完完整整属于你的家吗？
父亲的离去 年少的阴影 让你对家这个东西完全没有信心吗？
如何才能让你重新相信 美满的家是可以属于你的。
我很想知道这个答案 但是我又能用什么立场来向你要求这个答案呢？
不过 还是很安慰的是 在离别能够看到你那永远灿烂的笑容 也算满足了。
也只能说因为年龄的差距而相逢恨晚。
想对你说的则翻话 也只能在网上漂流着。
可能 或者 也许 有一天 你会发现到我的存在 也就知足了。
有缘在见了。。。。
没有如果
没有如果
演唱：梁静茹
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
有人说
世界上最遥远的距离不是生与死
而是我就站在你面前 你却不知道我爱你
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果 如果 如果 如果 如果
最后变成如果 我也不能接受
错过 错过 错过 错过 错过
我比你更难过 不会一错再错
嗯 这次不要再轻易错过
我常说
如果人类连爱一个人都被自己绑住
那世界末日已来到
不需要等到地球毁灭掉的那天
别怕太快乐(别怕太快乐)
别怕失去我~~
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
如果我说 爱我没有如果
错过就过 你是不是会难过
若如果拿来当借口
那爱是不是有一点弱
如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手
What a nice song..!!
13hours of work on CNY 3rd DAY!!!! KNS...
09.01.09
wat a nice date 09.01.09. I'm still in office feeling damn moody and irritated, i think the major cause is my running nose. Whenever i'm done with running nose i hated evening time, my eyes start getting watery, nose kept sneezing, feeling sleepy n blah blah blah.. basically i'm feelin awful right now but still i have to wait in the office for 2 members of six+one+one to finish their work then we head down to celebrate my birthday in advance. {x sneeze1}
today wasn't a very nice day for everyone in mediacorp, CEO annouced 10% pay cut. Goosh!!! with inflation and recession i better start looking for weekend job. A new working system will start on April Fool's Day, what a "great" joke. 26days of Mediacorp Day Off and 7days of common leave, can you believe it! Broadcast center having day off and we are starting the 4day work on alternate week. Actually the company is really trying hard to save everyone from this recession by pay cutting and not asking you to leave. {blow my nose x1} say goodbye to performance bonus.. sobs sobs...
tomorrow is imd gathering day but so unfortunate i'm not going coz i think probably after tonight i'll be as good as dead i jus wanna sleep my weekends off and prepare myself for a firece battle at work on Monday. Currently working on Focus(焦点) and it is really a tedious job. I can step into the office without turning on my computer i can walk in and out searching high n low dumping and duplicating weekend rushes and by the time i get to sit at my desk and turn on the computer I'll have to clear nad reply emails and at the same time helping other colleagues on other programmes. Sigh i shouldn't have complaint nothing to do when i really can do nothing and facebook the entire afternoon now that after too much complaint retribution finally falls on me. but well my time passes pretty fast and i realise i do not have enough time to complete my stuff one day so accumulate my job to next day and the routine starts again. KNS. literally brainless but labourous work. [7:30pm] still waiting for ppl to call me. sigh.
i have the urge to jus go home now but thinking of the brain cracking planning of six+one+one for my bday when they are also busy and tired with work i had better sit quitely and wait. almost everyone in the office had left, leaving only a few of us, adn the office is so cold... oh one thing in mediacorp thos aircons are not meant for humans, they are meant for those machines therefore i realise i kept falling sick ever since i stepped into mediacorp.
okie the 2 six+one+one called.. got to go! hungryyy
女人的第六感
有人说女人的第六感很准， 是真的吗？
总觉得我是脱离了。
感觉很多事情都和从前不一样了， 是我变了吗？还是她已经不是我从前所认识的了？是我跟不上她的脚步吗？还是我不值得她去向？
曾今何时有商有量便成了沉默？又曾今何时我们不再有话题？又曾今何时碰面时也只是微笑？
又曾今何时是一起同进同出便成了各走各的了呢？
事情都变得肤浅了， 就有如蜻蜓点水、过眼云烟了。
很想听她亲口说可是却提不起勇气问她， 毕竟她的选择很明显。
是感情淡了呢？还是她的脚步走的比我快了呢？
我想这不是我能回答知己的， 但愿她没忘了我这个朋友很想能够从新认识她。
但愿现在她是快乐的， 我也就能跟容易的做出选择。
我想要的答案有谁能给我？
You will be missed.. Huiting.
Slowly I've gotten use to the AP job in mediacorp CA, and slowly I think I'm losing myself day by day not knowing what should I do next. Life to me now is like standing at the crossroad.
I've confidently told a lot of people that I will not stay in MC for long coz I want to further my studies badly. But there's this fear in me somehow asking me that what if I couldn't pull thru my years overseas. Sigh. What should I do??? I have been asking myself that question over and over again.
Supposedly today was a happening and happy day for me this morning. I finally took my first driving lesson, it's a mix feeling of excitment and kanchiong-ness. But so happen that after i return home i recieve a shocking news that one of my Sec schoolmate, Huiting, passed away in a bike accident. The moment i saw the sms from Em n June i was totally shocked, stood there for about a min or so thinking I might have misread their sms or thinking it might be a prank but today ain't April's Fool. Gotten Fang's miss call and I called to confirmed what has happen to Huiting. At the very moment, I really felt life is so funerable and I'm almost lost at words. You wouldn't know that the last time you saw a friend might be the last time you met him/her.
Knowing her for 5yrs, although I won't say I know her very well but still, she's someone that I spent most of my recess with along with others. She's always the onepicking and laughing at my pronounciation of some random chinese words. I could vividly remember her smile and laughter, her little gestures when ever her fringe gets into her eyes, her energy during PE lessons and many more... Everything seems to happen just yesterday but now, she's totally gone forever.
Few years back i remembered clearly that when I recieved the news of my cousin's death I didn't feel as much as I felt for Huiting's death. Perhaps I ain't that close to my cousin compare to Huiting as we hang out everyday in school. At this moment I wish I have a chance to tell her that I really appreciate her as a friend in my life. But things always happens this way, you only regret after losing something.
Remembered Gracie ever told me she lost a dear fren a few years back, and now I could really put myself in her shoes to feel how she felt at that moment. All I wish now is Huiting would rest in peace and all my frens please take care of yourself and your love ones as much and possible.
I'll always remember today's date, 18th May 2008, my first lesson in driving and the death annivesary of a dear fren.
-shan-
Why is life so strong yet so funerable??? :'(
Office blog
It's been long since i last blog. It's still the same, old text w/o photos. it's been like 1mth plus in mediacorp CA, but some of my colleagues say it's like I'm here for a very long time. I can't figure it out what that means.
Everyday's job is still the same, Monday is usually the most slacking day and Friday will always be my GO-Home-Late day. Went to meet ryce, justin n stan last friday after work at PS, it was 9 30pm when i met them for dinner. Ryce picked up new hobby again, bought new stuff again. The initial plan was to watch waterhorse but coz i couldn't make it so it turn into a dinner follow my a short walk in carrefour.
Went back to TP on Saturday with Justin, Ryce n Stan to take a look at the dip show. The work this year is pretty good, esp the Interactive side. Took a copy of their work but only 6 works in a dvd (obviously, selected ones).
One of the Producers manage to get us free tickets to Singapore Flyers and i forgot to bring my camera.. Sigh.. can only use handphone 2.0megapix camera. lolx. Heard that the ride is boring but still i wanna go take a look coz it will probably be my first n last chance to take the flyers n most important it's free.. typical singaporean.
lolz. Hopefully i can get some nice pics coz by the time it starts it will be pretty dark as it will start at 730pm.
-shan-
Singapore Flyers
